The bureaucracy continues, not within an organization. My life has been an exciting roller coaster that would inspire a novel writer. The problem with that outlook is, if you consider how the antagonist sees the events coalescing around them, and wishing that they had something similar to what others have. I spend a lot of time thinking to myself, how did I get myself here? I am abstract because that is how my mind works and that is where my thoughts wander, where I am the most comfortable. What do you think?
The topics I choose to write about are as varied as my moods. At times I can be curious or theoretical about something specific or so vague that myself am not sure what I'm talking about. I do not always know where a thought is going and I have a tendency to go around in circles without really going anywhere. Like this description, I do not generally seek an answer nor do I seek to answer others questions. Instead I continually seek to question everything; however I always invite answers and do not wish to discourage others. I'm far more interested in the idea of nothing than trying to comprehend everything. Think for example of a shallow pool of water on black concrete and imagine that instead of the concrete beneath the surface of the water, it's actually a bottomless pit. Almost makes you hesitate to stomp with joy in the shallow water for fear of falling doesn't it. Enjoy.